At this moment, this is where I’m posting my blog posts. However, it has now occurred to me that this isn’t the official way WordPress wants me to “post” and now that I’ve started doing it this way, I’m conflicted. Maybe these posts I’ve done will be deleted, or maybe this is how I will continue to do it and fuck WordPress. All I know is that I want people to be able to read these as my blog. But I don’t know what is even a blog, to be honest. I’ve never read other blogs to get ideas or inspiration. Now I will, but I didn’t before. Honestly, this is kinda like a personal journal at the moment. Just helping put my thoughts onto paper. I made a post on my OnlyFans, but it isn’t porn. However, if you aren’t family and feel I’ve harmed you in any way that you haven’t came forward about, you might want to check it out. Also, I made a Tiktok of me singing the chorus to Hozier’s new song “Too Sweet”. I’m scared to see if the post reached people, and honestly, I should just leave it be. I want to share my talent to people, but the idea of figuring out the algorithm for me to be a creative is frustrating. I can do it, just as anyone can, but it isn’t as fun as just posting what I want. I’m still conflicted whether or not I deserve what I want due to my past. But, if I start being vulnerable and honest, maybe things will start working out for me. Or not. I hope they do.